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Path of a Samurai: Rurouni Kennesu

Romantic Tales of the Digital Age

Volume 1: The Lillae Fiasco


The Archives


08.01.2005 - End Chapter
07.21.2005 - Return To the Wired
05.28.2005 - Explanations, Genki Desu, and Checklist
04.08.2005 - Getting Back To Me, Without Realizing It
04.02.2005 - Crazyness, Story At 11, Conclusion In May
03.16.2005 - Books, Growing Up, and Some Things For J-e
03.13.2005 - Tenjou Tenge and Zen Ramblings
03.06.2005 - Mike's Home, Sam's B-day, and I'm Sick
02.18.2005 - Hmm...
02.13.2005 - Strange Dreams, Birthday and Bri-dono
02.10.2005 - Watashi Wa Ni Ju Shi Desu!
01.29.2005 - A Quick Update Before the Big One
01.19.2005 - I'm Still Alive, Just Been Busy
12.27.2004 - Kurisumasu 2K4
12.16.2004 - Survey, Hyundai, Poetry
12.09.2004 - Ghosts
12.08.2004 - Thanksgiving Vacation and Big News
12.05.2004 - So It Was Written, So It Shall Come To Pass
11.17.2004 - Finally Got A Job and Three Questions
11.08.2004 - Vacation in Cbus: Sake, Breakdancing, and Finally Met Sasha
11.03.2004 - The Coming of DOOM!!!
10.31.2004 - Bleeding Car, Party, Bree, Bond, and New Haircut
10.19.2004 - Bri, Phone, Lillae, and I'm Zen
10.09.2004 - The Wedding, Oni-sama, Ranger J, Bri, and Gena
09.24.2004 - Kill Bill, Cars, Martial Arts, Lillae, and the Quest Continues
09.22.2004 - Happy Ending: Another Chapter Comes To A Close
09.17.2004 - Entry of Zen, Eye of the Storm
09.09.2004 - Gaining Momentum
08.26.2004 - Cryptic Writings of the Zen Master
08.02.2004 - The Chi Lines Again Smile Upon Me
07.22.2004 - Coming of the Rise of K3nn0Q
07.06.2004 - Just Fade Away...
07.03.2004 - DJing, Karen, Fallen One, and the Rurouni
06.23.2004 - DJ Debut (Official), Ticket, I'm Perfect, and Friends
06.20.2004 - Message to the Fallen One, the Women In My Life, and Things Are Going Great
06.19.2004 - Wow... The Fallen One, Father, and Origins Coming Up
06.18.2004 - Biloxi, Sasha, The Fallen One, and Szechuan Cajun Style
06.16.2004 - The Fallen One, and I Wander On
06.14.2004 - Foam Party, the Fallen One, and Updates
06.07.2004 - My Sword, Surgery, Drunk Wattsmander, DJ Debut, and Lillae
06.03.2004 - Friends, Loves, and Relationships
06.01.2004 - Steak n Shake, Getting Situated, and Opportunities
05.28.2004 - Not Much Longer Now...
05.26.2004 - Lillae, Preparations For Biloxi and Oh So Busy.
05.17.2004 - The Dark Ones, Plans Moved Up, Shadows of the Past, and New Threads
05.13.2004 - Lillae, Sasha, and My Wandering Continues
05.02.2004 - eHarmony Personality Test, Lazy Sunday, and Ninja Dream
04.27.2004 - Ranger Jason, Haha-sama, Lillae, and Back To Myself
04.21.2004 - Secret Game, Prose, Work, and True Friends
04.17.2004 - Lost Entry, Applebee's, Zen Garden, and Sasha
04.09.2004 - Letting Go, Applebee's, Uncertainty
03.25.2004 - Job Hunting and Survey
03.17.2004 - Finals, Requiem, Possibilities, Rurouni Kennesu
03.15.2004 - Elyria, Kenshin Seiso Hen, A Dream, Sigh
03.10.2004 - More on Lillae, Requiem, School, and Words from Buddha
03.07.2004 - Trip to Dayton,
03.04.2004 - IGUN, No Lillae, Memories
03.03.2004 - Insight and Dayton Bound?
03.01.2004 - Blessings From My Goddess and For My Goddess
02.25.2004 - Christopher, Effort, Uncertain Future
02.23.2004 - Still No Closure... If She Would Just Ask For Help
02.21.2004 - Preperation
02.20.2004 - Plans, Lillae, and Some Zen
02.19.2004 - If That's What You Want... Closure?
02.18.2004 - Letting Go, But Never Giving Up
02.17.2004 - What To Do, She's Slipping
02.16.2004 - Painful Phone Call, Giving Up?
02.15.2004 - Lonely Valentine's
02.14.2004 - Long Night at the Bar
02.13.2004 - Anxiety
02.13.2004 - She Finally Explained It All
02.11.2004 - My 23rd Birthday
02.10.2004 - A Good Night
02.09.2004 - Feeling a Little Better
02.08.2004 - Weakness
02.08.2004 - In rememberance... Lillae no samurai
02.07.2004 - She Is My Purpose
02.07.2004 - She Updated, No Cell For Me
02.07.2004 - Where is the Love?
02.07.2004 - Lillae, Let's Make the World a Better Place
02.06.2004 - I Love Her
02.06.2004 - Excitment In the Air, Wishing With My All
02.05.2004 - Cohii and She's Growing
02.05.2004 - Goth Night and Cohii at the Boy
02.04.2004 - What Does My Future Hold Now?
02.03.2004 - Violet and Lillae, Mom-y Retired, and She Called!
02.02.2004 - That Which Is Me
02.01.2004 - No Lillae Again
02.01.2004 - Pandora's Box
01.31.2004 - Lillae Stuff, Eva, Skool, and Halo
01.29.2004 - A Painful Night... Missing Her
01.29.2004 - Skool, Goth Night, and Sick Lillae
01.28.2004 - Your Song, More Random Thoughts
01.27.2004 - Cohii at the Boy, Progress
01.26.2004 - The Coming Week, Another Vision
01.26.2004 - One Week Left
01.25.2004 - Ohayo-con and Lillae
01.25.2004 - Ohayo-con, Out For Truth
01.24.2004 - Hurt, Anger, Control
01.24.2004 - Duality
01.23.2004 - Extension Smoking and Her Decision
01.23.2004 - Ramblings From Worry
01.23.2004 - Cohii at the Boy and More Insight
01.22.2004 - Female Revue and Memories
01.22.2004 - Michael's, Lillae, and Day One
01.22.2004 - Thoughts of a Nicotine Deprived Samurai
01.20.2004 - GBL and We Got Her Back
01.20.2004 - Night With Jeremy and Busy Week Ahead
01.19.2004 - The Work Begins
01.17.2004 - I Am Centered Again and Big Plans Ahead
01.17.2004 - The Wedding That May Never Be
01.17.2004 - Angry Pill, Link Hat, and Memories
01.16.2004 - A Little Better and the Link Hat
01.16.2004 - Having a Bad Day
01.16.2004 - Uncertainty
01.15.2004 - What To Do?
01.15.2004 - Nashville Anyone?
01.14.2004 - Staring Into the Eyes of a Goddess
01.14.2004 - Ending Indecisiveness
01.13.2004 - Morning at the Boy... and Tears
01.13.2004 - Entry From the Boy
01.12.2004 - Her Decision, Seven Virtues
01.12.2004 - Day With Lillae
01.11.2004 - Bad Feelings... and Visions...
01.10.2004 - Day With Jamo and ®ryn, More Thoughts On Her
01.08.2004 - Things Are Looking Brighter For Both of Us
01.07.2004 - Compassionate Understanding, and the Music Behind It
01.07.2004 - She Lashed Out, I Understand Though
01.06.2004 - Apologies, Fremont Crew, and I'm Growing
01.05.2004 - A Story of Love and Betrayal
01.05.2004 - Anger...
01.04.2004 - Lillae, Take the Pain Away... Oh... You're Gone
01.03.2004 - Nevermind... The Loss of Lillae
12.31.2003 - New Year's Eve Deleted Entries
01.03.2004 - Compassion... She Needs It
01.02.2004 - My Fallen Goddess
01.02.2004 - What Happened?
01.02.2004 - My Poor Lindsay
01.01.2004 - Laying It All On The Line Part II
01.01.2004 - Laying It All On The Line
12.30.2003 - No Like Being Sick, DDR Trip, and Lillae
12.29.2003 - Indy DDR, Robin's Fam, and Lillae... W007135!!!111
12.27.2003 - All the Happy People Out There, Trip To Indy, and The Foam Party
12.26.2003 - LOM = Owned, Movies At Jeff's, Trip To Dad's, and I Hope She's Doing Okay
12.26.2003 - Shine Get, I Feel Much Bettar Now
12.26.2003 - Sanity Lost
12.26.2003 - Confused, Eyes of a Goddess
12.25.2003 - Come Home for the Holidays
12.25.2003 - Melancholy and the Infinite Sadness
12.25.2003 - Black Plague, Puresentsu, and the Debt I Owe Her
12.25.2003 - Apologies, Writing Style, and All I Want For Kurisumasu
12.24.2003 - A Little Tipsy, But Sooo Much Insight Tonight
12.23.2003 - Smells Like Trouble Ahead
12.22.2003 - Wattsmander, DDR, Taco Bell, and Still No Lillae...
12.22.2003 - Laundry, Halo, Little Party, New Friend? and No Word From Lillae Yet
12.21.2003 - Christmas Chopping, Lillae, and The Gift For Her
12.20.2003 - Warm Basement, Decor, and The Legendary Palm V
12.19.2003 - Short Summary, Lost Entry
12.19.2003 - I'm Better Now... MPU
12.18.2003 - I'm Not Going Back There Again...
12.18.2003 - Goth Night, English, and Loneliness
12.17.2003 - Lillae's Still Alive, Finishing Comp, and Day of Giving
12.15.2003 - No Lillae For Me, Karl's Band, City Buffet, DDR, and Engrish
12.14.2003 - Bar Olympics II, Skiing, and I Miss Lillae
12.13.2003 - Productive Day, Switches, DDR, and Where's Lillae
12.12.2003 - Life Is Good, Lillae, iMac, Car, and Some Insight
12.11.2003 - Things Are Going SO Much Better
12.06.2003 - No Lillae, Heartburn, Moonshine, and It's Quiet... Too Quiet
12.06.2003 - Issues To Go Over, Jamo's New Place, and The Ring
12.04.2003 - My Own Personal Goddess
12.04.2003 - Second English Paper, IGUN, Lillae, and Waffle House
12.03.2003 - She's Finally Back, School, and Stuff For My Room
12.02.2003 - Mini-session and Still No Word
11.30.2003 - Mid-Ohio-Con, Andy Lee, Lillae? and Kirin Ichiban
11.28.2003 - Subway, Shanghai Knights, Mid-Ohio-Con, and Still No Lillae
11.27.2003 - Thanks For Nothing...
11.27.2003 - Thanksgiving Tomorrow and I Miss Her
11.26.2003 - WTF Lillae, Moving Stuff In, Walmart Class Reunion, and Legendary Halo
11.25.2003 - First Apoc, Where's Lillae, Mom's Floor, and Jobs
11.23.2003 - OSU Game, Mad Tokens, Thanksgiving Plans, Mom's Floor, and The Bar Olympics
11.22.2003 - New SWAT Member, Lillae's Coming Back To Ohio, and The Floor Is Done
11.20.2003 - Quarter's Over, Still Busy, and I Miss Her
11.19.2003 - Book Of Roses, Lillae, and Muzak
11.17.2003 - Baaad Juries, <3 Lillae, and Boondock Saints 2
11.15.2003 - Finally Got To See Her, It's Been Hard On Us Both
11.10.2003 - Yeah, Get Some!
11.10.2003 - Nothing Yet, Birch Tree Cafˇ Tomorrow
11.09.2003 - Again It Rears It's Ugly Head
11.08.2003 - Halo, WSU 3, DDR, WalMart, Cluck-U, and Lillae
11.06.2003 - Szechuan Teriyaki Chicken, Reminisence, and Much To Do
11.06.2003 - Talk With Lillae, I Snapped, and Some Philosiphy
11.05.2003 - The Shit Stops NOW
11.04.2003 - She's Getting Kicked Out?!?!
11.03.2003 - I WILL See Her This Week, and Trip To Dad's
11.01.2003 - Celica, Dad's, Lillae, and Big Plans Ahead
10.31.2003 - WTF Confusion X 11tyB
10.29.2003 - IGUN, Pep Talk, and BF Moment of Zen
10.29.2003 - Where Is She...
10.28.2003 - Money, Metro, Swords, Carr, and Lillae
10.26.2003 - Air Matress, USB Hub, and No Love For Me
10.25.2003 - My Bed, Mom's Room, Dreaming of Rings, and School
10.25.2003 - Zen Master, Mom's Room, and Lillae
10.24.2003 - Dream Of the Chase At Pburgh Airport
10.23.2003 - No Lillae, Crap DDR, and Refinishing the Floor
10.22.2003 - Changing the Layout, Mac Lab, and Lillae
2003-10-21 - No Lillae, No Happiness
2003-10-21 - Bright Switch, Lillae, and Furi Kuri
2003-10-19 - Coleen, Frat House Party, and Lillae's Coming Home!
2003-10-18 - Kelly and Ron Bad... Mike, Lillae and Mom Good
2003-10-16 - False Alarms, My Bad
2003-10-16 - Finally Got To Hear From Her
2003-10-15 - Bored At School, Where Is Lillae?
2003-10-15 - If She Were Here
2003-10-14 - Flasher Module and Lillae's Acting Strange
2003-10-14 - Cleansing the Soul... I Love Her
2003-10-13 - I Hate Socks, Fixing the Metro, and Lillae's Coming!
2003-10-11 - Gifts For Lillae and The Mailbox... of DOOM!!!
2003-10-08 - Eventful Day, To Knock Me Down!
2003-10-04 - Lillae, DDR, and I'm Popular
2003-09-30 - Lillae, My Metro, and Golf
2003-09-28 - Being Without Her Is So Painful
2003-09-28 - WTF Happened To Lillae and Mewtwo's Getting Better
2003-09-26 - Good Times Interrupted...
2003-09-25 - School, Cable, HVAC, and I Miss Lillae
2003-09-23 - No More Piano, Remodling, and School
2003-09-21 - Painting, No DDR, and I Miss Lillae
2003-09-19 - Comp 106, New Jobs, and I'm Cute
2003-09-19 - K3nn0r & Lillae
2003-09-15 - Damn Piano
2003-09-14 - Trouble At GBL and Meph II
2003-09-13 - The GBL Crew
2003-09-11 - I Am Buddha... As Are You
2003-09-10 - Worx0ring Early and Heroic Was Easy
2003-09-07 - I Did Laundry Today and Worked Too
2003-09-03 - New House Halo Party and County Road S
2003-08-28 - Lillae's Back and The New House Owns
2003-08-25 - 13th Cata and Lillaez Coming Home
2003-08-23 - I Feel Better Now, I Liek Chopping
2003-08-23 - Where Are You?
2003-08-23 - My JOB And The Confusing Morning Preceding
2003-08-22 - Slow Day, Lillaez On But Away
2003-08-21 - New Job, New Kicks, and More Fun
2003-08-20 - No GBL and Mom Said Ickety
2003-08-18 - Employed, DDR, and Dead To Rights
2003-08-16 - Live From Buriko's: Commuen 3.0 News
2003-08-14 - Niagra Gets Liquidated
2003-08-13 - Krak... Smoek Up
2003-08-13 - My Little Halo Baby
2003-08-12 - I Created DDR... I'm Tired
2003-08-11 - A Moment of Zen >^-^<
2003-08-09 - Changes
2003-08-09 - Memories of Lillae
2003-08-09 - Golden Dragon and Memories
2003-08-07 - No Lillae and No Sleep Make K3nn0r Something Something
2003-08-06 - Hardcore DDR and Finite Patience
2003-08-06 - Sneaky Tokens and UPS
2003-08-05 - Grr, It's A Bad Day
2003-08-04 - A New Beginning
2003-08-03 - Mike's Party and Lillae's Pep Talk
2003-08-02 - Adventures With Arren And My Seagull Minions
2003-08-01 - Flames
2003-07-31 - Sick, And I Want To Play DDR With The Dalai Llama
2003-07-28 - Back, Tired, And Pittsburgh Bound
2003-07-26 - A Week Without An Update
2003-07-18 - Pwnd and Auto Electronics
2003-07-15 - DL's Birthday and School
2003-07-14 - Lonliness
2003-07-14 - Carr and DDR
2003-07-14 - Everything's Shit
2003-07-10 - Dance Fever
2003-07-02 - GBL 8rd, Jobs, and Frisbee Golf
2003-07-01 - Origins, Pizza Hut, and Monies
2003-06-25 - GBL Unlocked, Lillae, and Origins
2003-06-24 - Golf and GBL DDR
2003-06-20 - Indiana Bound and DDR Stuff
2003-06-17 - GBL DDR Tech and Family Issues
2003-06-15 - Today Was A Good Day
2003-06-12 - Concert, School, and DDR
2003-06-09 - Had A Bad Day Again
2003-06-09 - So Much To Do, So Little Time
2003-06-04 - Sadness...
2003-06-04 - I Wanna Do Stuff
2003-05-25 - Internet and Discover Debt
2003-05-19 - Happy Days Are Here Again
2003-05-15 - Another Thursday
2003-05-13 - I Miss Lillae
2003-05-12 - The Retirement
2003-04-28 - Sick At School
2003-04-23 - Heartbroken
2003-04-23 - The Beginning